I’m grateful I’m aware of how the energy of fear, lack, and separation can keep us prisoner if it goes unchecked. When we feel like a prisoner in the outside world, it’s because we are a prisoner of our own inner world. Whatever is going on inside us, reflects back to us in the world outside of us. We will see through lenses of fear, lack, and separation or love, abundance and peace depending on which energy we are feeding IN THE MOMENT! When people ask me about what I see right now, I see how the energy of fear, lack, and separation has manifested itself in the world. I see how people who are being driven by the energy of love, abundance, and peace are rising up. I also see how some people are unwilling to look at the energy of fear, lack, and separation within themselves and mistake the energy of fear for love, lack for abundance, and separation for peace.
Each human carries energies that free us and help us feel lifted and ones that keep us prisoner and keep us feeling depleted. Like I’ve discussed before, we each have light and shadow within us. This isn’t about good vs. evil. We each have a journey that will be filled with different events and circumstances that we will absorb and/or feed the energies of love, abundance, peace, fear, lack, and separation. We will get opportunities to learn from each. It only becomes a true hindrance when we are not willing to look inside and learn from the energy we are feeding, absorbing, growing, and spreading. I’ve learned to embrace my shadows within me because they always show up when I need to learn something VERY important. By acknowledging when I’m feeding the energy of fear, lack, and separation, I get the opportunity to question what is going on inside me.
However, when the energy of fear, lack, and separation goes unchecked, we manifest chaos. We manifest corruption. We manifest HATE. We actually start contributing to the energy that we say we are against when this happens…UGH! Then when we are consumed by the energy of fear, lack, and separation, we look around and it is all that we will see. It doesn’t have to be PROVEN either. Just a headline can get a person’s story spinning in their heads to feed the cycle of fear, lack, and separation. It doesn’t matter how much evidence is presented to counter fear attacks, a person lost in the energy of fear, lack, and separation will not be able to see clearly. For them, the truth is the story no matter how far fetched that it might get.
Whatever energy we feed, we create more of. Do I want to feel like a prisoner in my internal world? The answer for me is NO! So that means it’s necessary to keep checking myself, learning from what the energy of fear, lack, and separation has to teach me, and allow that lesson to feed into the energy of love, abundance, and peace in my life. That is what feels good to me. That is what feels right TO ME. That is my choice on how I want to live MY journey. I’ve seen what feeding the energy of fear, lack, and separation does to my life. It skewed my view of EVERYTHING I looked at. It skewed my judgments of others. It skewed my judgments of myself. It was an ugly and miserable way to live, and I choose not to live that way anymore. I will not be a prisoner to the energy of fear, lack, and separation. I will see it for what it is, my teacher. It doesn’t just teach me about myself, it teaches me so much about the world around me. I have to be able to see it in myself, so that I have a protection from it when someone tries to feed me their fear, lack, and separation. We have to recognize it in ourselves BEFORE we can see it around us.
Today, I commit to spot where I’m feeding the energy of fear, lack, and separation. In order to align with energy of love, abundance, and peace, we have to SEE anywhere we are feeding, growing, and spreading fear, lack, and separation. I talk about this a lot in both my book and my 90-Day A Better Me Series (here on my blog). We can’t fix what we aren’t willing to see. Unhealed pasts can lead to unconscious growing and spreading of fear, lack, and separation. Negative self-talk is the direct path to keeping up the spread of fear, lack, and separation. When we abuse ourselves, we project that energy out. So first and foremost, in order to see where we are leaking out fear, lack, and separation, we must truly define love. There are many definitions and interpretations of the verse I have below. I have used other versions in the past, and right now this one is resonating the most.
Since this is what I believe is the definition of love, anytime I’m not operating from this place, I’m contributing to the energy of fear, lack, and separation. I’m not perfect, I have to work through the energies as they present through my interactions with my kids, partner, family, acquaintances, God, and strangers. Above all the outside interactions, I need to look at anytime I’m not supporting this definition of love within me. The more I feel the love within, the more I’m capable of feeling it around me. Knowing this definition and LIVING by it makes me very AWARE of the times I’m not here, this helps me to embrace the feelings of fear, lack, and separation and LOOK at them. I don’t beat myself up for them being there (which feeds them), I just try to learn from what they are there to teach me. I know if I hold onto them for too long without looking at them, they will manifest chaos in my life. There is a HUGE difference inside of me when I meet a challenge from a place of love, abundance, and peace vs. fear, lack, and separation. In times I’m learning from my darkness, I embrace myself with love. That is how I heal. That is how I get better. That is how I continue grow. Learning to face the energy of fear, lack, and separation inside me is a gift. I used to get stuck in the muck and feel like I was in quicksand. How do I keep my head above water? Why is all this happening to me? I swam in fear. That gets really tiring. That’s a prison. Our stories of love, abundance, and peace or fear, lack, and separation create the way we CHOOSE to see the world around us in each moment. This is why I dedicate myself daily to aligning with love, abundance, and peace.
You may see messages repeated on this blog over and over in different ways, as I wrote about on number 68, repetition is necessary and important. It’s something to watch if we are feeding messages negatively repeating in our minds too. If you like what you read here, I invite you to scroll down and follow the blog. If you already are following, you can go back and check out the different posts on this journey here.