“If the house is crooked and crumbling, and the land on which it sits uneven, is it possible to make anything lie straight?”

-Katherine Boo, Behind the Beautiful Forevers p. 254

I have made countless attempts to re-build my metaphoric house. I would tear it all down in my head and start re-building. I noticedthe method wasn’t working. I kept finding myself wrapped up with the same patterns with different people and unfortunately the same results. UGH! I have been on a self-help kick since I was thirteen. The first book I read to try to restore my thinkingto sanity was, A Return to Loveby Marianne Williamson. I still have the book all tattered, highlighted and torn. I have read it a handful of times and always find a new message to bring with me. I feel like all the books I have read plant seeds in my head…