I’m grateful that I KNOW abundance. Of the three areas I’ve been working on, abundance is the one I still have the most work to do in. I KNOW abundance emotionally, spirituality, creatively, environmentally, intellectually, and socially. When it comes to financially and occupationally, I still have some work to do. Since I began this journey, I’ve become more aware of when I’m living in the energy of lack. The only reason I can do this is because I KNOW abundance. I had to first see lack in each of the wellness areas before I could know abundance. Living in gratitude is living in abundance. That desperate energy that I don’t have enough in this moment, that’s lack. I’ve experienced both lack and abundance in all areas of my wellness. That is what it took for me to know abundance.

Coming to the realization that I’m in the energy of lack or abundance in the different areas of my wellness was a revelation to me. As much as I believe in the energy of abundance, I have a lot of old beliefs about lack still attaching to my thoughts, feelings, and actions. At this point most of my manifestations around the energy of lack have to do with my career and money. As I’m in a place of in-betweens, I tend to see my lack energy surface. This wasn’t always the case. When I was younger, I experienced abundance in my career, I just didn’t have the experience to KNOW that at the time. My knowing of love wasn’t there yet, so I sabotaged my career. Everything happened the way it was supposed to so I have no regrets, I just look at it from a place of awareness.

Knowing abundance helps me get back on track when I feel myself sliding into the energy of lack, and be grateful for those areas I feel like I’m in complete abundance. I’m so grateful to be on this journey right now because I’ve really opened my eyes to see what my strengths and my challenges are. This is all just a piece of the puzzle.

Today, I commit to BE in the KNOWING of abundance. I’m excited for today! It’s been awhile since I took the time to BE in the KNOWING of abundance, and right now is Divine timing. I felt myself getting anxious about what comes next for me after these 365 days are over. I slipped out of the present moment, which means I slipped out of abundance. Abundance can only be experienced in the present moment. If I’m fearing paying bills, schedules, and making enough to support myself and my two kids, I’m not being present. I’m not experiencing what this moment is meant to show me, which means I’m attached to lack instead of abundance.

To BE in the KNOWING of abundance, I will use writing, meditation, and my latest vision board.

1. To get myself in the energy of abundance, I will start by writing out my gratitude list in all nine areas of wellness: Emotional, spiritual, social, financial, physical, environmental, intellectual, occupational, and creative.
2. Sit in a meditation with music that stimulates the feeling of abundance for me.
3. Read all my messages on my board starting with, “My financial wealth comes from doing what I love” then lists all the things that I love that are career oriented.
4. Sit quietly and go into BEING in the KNOWING of abundance. Just like yesterday’s post, if I’m not feeling complete peace, I’m not in the BEING, and will work through what I need to in order to get back there.

With Love, Abundance, and Peace,

©Rachael Wolff 2021

Author of Letters from a Better Me: How Becoming an Empowered Woman Transforms the World — Click title to learn more